natteritual

I'm dealing with my addiction of marijuana. I'm deleting all the numbers I have to my dealers. I cut myself again not long time ago. but not deep this time. I'm always making big money, so I have no problems with bills and other payments as scores. I always have big money to shop designer stuff with. That feels really good. I'm not stupid to tell what I'm doing to make the money, off course. My house is a mess. Looks like some guys house. Can't stand my lonelyness in my house anymore. Desperate to always hang out with friends. Today I'm gonna pierce both of my nipples. Costs me 1000 crowns+ antiseptic liquid for 55 crowns. I can afford it.

https://youtu.be/r9F1mBYxki8 If you click this link you will get to this song on Youtube.

In the middle of all misery something good happened to me...I got the grade 3 in school. There's grades from 1 to 4. And I got the second highest. I screamed out of joy outside infront of everybody. I was convinced I would get bad grades 'cause of my non-attendance. But Hella no. I got the grades I was wishing for anyways. I thank Tiamat. I know she had something to do with it. Hails my Queen and endless inferiority, love and devotion from your most devoted admirer. Now, my next goal is to get in to Lunds Universitet. I'm a lionbitch. When I want something I cling to it with my deepest claws 'til I get it. And for what profession I aim for, i